RIDER WAITE DECK
General Reading-There maybe some people who don't really take what I do seriously. They don't understand why and what I actually do (as being a tarot reader). This card tells me to be ready for some criticism because of it.
In Romance-Me and my DH have certain issues and beliefs we don't agree on in our relationship. We both maybe try to change each other to think the way we want.
This card is telling me to back off a little and give myself space and the whole issues will blow over.
In Health-This card shows that I'm really tired and burned out by the long hours in the day, way to much work I do and no time to enjoy my days if that my life. This card is telling me I need to take some time for myself and do what I enjoy, I will return more happy and refreshed with new flowing of energy in my daily dealings.
In Spiritual-I must admin I need to take care of a larger issue in my life. I need to set more goals for spiritual self. Take Classes (I am) do something to get and keep on track.
In Mind-I'm a powerful thinking-er with a questionable curious mind I have keen insight into the human condition.
This card is showing some fustraction in some people and situations maybe false accusations and unfairness was caused and it shows intolerance for them.
This card also shows that I am change because of this (for what suits me)
At this time I'm friendly and caring and love helping others. Im Honest and Loyal to my friends.
General Readings-My life is happy and fulfilled.
The card shows that I'm a nurturer, like a person who finds lost animals and takes them in to take care of them, or the person whose there for her friends or other people she doesn't know.
I'm a good listener and very open to people and their problems and the cards say I made good counselor as well.
In Romance-The cards say do not over baby DH (LOL) he doesn't need to much nurturing use it on people who would appreciate it more (aint that the truth LOL)
In Health-Try doing something in the garden or spend time playing with my children this will give me great emotional satisfaction or take a trip to the beach too. Also take some time out for myself too.
OSHO ZEN DECK
The message in this card is telling me I must find a healing outlet for anything that is causing me issues. Its very important that I find ways to release whatever stress/tensions I have building up inside of me. Dont wait till things build up and I blow my top. Release them now.
This card also tells that there something I want to do but I cant do to social conditions and etc. Maybe the ways of my thinking of belief its hard sometimes for me to break free of the "old ways" of thinking or how civilization believes and what they think, I think it affects me at some point, not really wanting to stick out like a sore thumb but to fit in, but yet I am different.
This card is telling me this is really bad and if not dangerous to think like this. Maybe sometimes these issues come like a bomb and I go all crazy.
The cards say that craziness is only a "suppression coming to a point where you cannot control them anymore,......" but also says the way to see thru it is thru meditation.
This card tells that whatever I am learning in my life or have learned to use it in my life. Use my Past life experience to help me make decisions in my today choices too.
Try to also express myself
I carry something inside me that will mold me into the person I am and should be but i tend to stop myself (standing in my own way) this card is telling me to move aside and then the answer will be revealed. Osho Says that "Everyone has this masterpiece,because God never gives birth to anything less then that. Everyone carries that master piece hidden for many life's, not knowing who they are, and just trying on the surface to become someone. Drop the idea of being someone. because you already are a masterpiece. You cannot be improved. You have only come to it, to know it, to realize it. God has himself created you, you cannot be improved" I love that paragraph from Osho.
This card is telling me I "have a opportunity with others now to make (my) contribution to creating something greater and more beautiful than each of (I) could manage alone" not only will I be nourished by it we will also help something precious all together.
This card also asks have you ever seen things while others don't? Things that happened everyday around you, you notice, others don't and go on with their lives? So many people do not even take the time to even notice things. Also are also seen as blind people, This world is so beautiful we don't even know how beautiful it really is and we dwell in our own little world of misery. There are times when instinctively they want to pull out of the little miserable world we think we are in and struggle daily. Then it comes down to where you don't want to leave your little miserable world and all the suffering you are enduring.. Without this you will see no joy around you. you just have to be aware of it. So Stop dwelling on the misery and problems of the world and open your eyes to the positive brighter beautiful world that it really is. Your not stuck you just need to find that extra lift to help you out to see it.
ANGEL CARD
Retreat
"Spend some time alone in a quiet thought.Clear your mind, and focus on your truth and priorities"
This card is asking if im maybe pushing myself a little to hard, its telling me to relax and take some time for myself to ease my mind and body. Also it would like for me to reflect on whats really inside of me (my heart/feelings/desires). It says "You will know that it is true Divine guidance, and not just trust your imagination or wishful thinking if its speaks of your desire to make a difference in the World."
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July 16, 2010
July 13, 2010
July 13 Daily Tarot Journal
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OK this isn't actually my deck but its all I could find right now in my folders.OK Here's my Daily Reading for Today.
9 of Cups
- This card symbolizes my Feelings and/Or Relationships.
- This card is telling me that at this time, I am being optimistic and I enjoy laughing and being honest and straightforward about things.
- This card also symbolizes My Intellectual and Philosophical traits at this time as well.
- On a negative side this card is showing that I'm being quiet unknowingly optimistic then I am which is not like me and there are times I am quit careless in some areas of my life at this point
- .Also this card shows that Ive been moving alot lately which I enjoy doing many things at the same time, but having a problem of others doubting my honesty for unmerited reasons. But I am adaptable in many situations and will get thru what it is I need to do. I'm smart and communicative and witty and very lively so this is a good card.
- This card is also telling me that I will gain more wisdom thru my experience in life and its okay. This card is also thought of as a passive card.
- This is a good card that tells me that right now things may be iffy and things may not be going the way Id like them to.
- This card is telling me that things will work out in the long run and the issues I am having will be dealt with in time and the goals that Ive set will be completed and I will be happy and satisfied with the results.
- Also this card symbolizes a Completion, this is also associated with the Hermit Card which means "Shining a light on the situation".
- This Card shows a complition of something (could be good or bad) This card is telling me that the anger or upset feelings I have had about issues in the past will end and it will be over soon.
July 11, 2010
My Reading Journal:past present future and long term future
This is just a spread I made up, not specific layout just a Past, Present,Future and Long Term Outcome. For Each Area of the Past..Future..Etc..I pulled 2 cards for each, Thats a Total of 8 Cards.
PAST
Card Symbolizes Work & Social Activities.
It also Symbolizes Completion ether (good or bad)
Theirs some undecided points in my life.
This card is telling me that despite the times when I cant decide something or cant seem to find a solution there are answers that I cant see yet which they will start making themselves known when its time.
This card also symbolizes Action and Courage and passion which is well balanced with Mental Attitudes and Strife in my dealings.
On the negative side this card shows that there where times of Defensiveness and Presumptions but know that this is over and there where positive results that came out of it
This card symbolizes a Triangle its about taking action and self expression and Sociality.
This card is showing a group activity or situation.
It also shows a delay in things but with a positive outcome in the future.
This card also symbolizes Emotions and Intuition as well as memories of the past.
This card symbolizes Surrendering to change and accepting improvement and making adjustments in my life.
Even thou things are going great I need to back and evaluate a few things and not be so hotheaded about stuff. I'm using all this courage and passion for things Im neglecting my emotions and intuition in certain matters. I need to stop back and take a look whats in my subconscious mind for the answers. Even thou my Actions and Motivations are strong I'm sort of lacking in the Spirituality is weakened by some of my actions in the past.
PRESENT
(POSITIVE CARD)
This card symbolizes Money/Financial Matters.
Symbolizes Effort/Findings and maintaining control over issues that arises against me. This card shows that I'm faced with many issues all which can be overcome, After when finding a way to get thru them or a solution.Being able to analyze and understand about myself and my own spirituality and having the wisdom and understanding and seeing where my own faults leads me into learning by my mistakes and not feeling so trapped and suppressed. But still remaining awake to things around me.
This card shows a time of solicitation or wanting to be alone for awhile to reflect on things and gain Stability that have happened (emotions/memories)and to help me look at positive ways to get thru it.
This card also symbolizes earth, which shows stability and intuition.
In the end I will reap the rewards and possible a direction change may occur at this time.
(Positive-BUT with something to work on)
This card Symbolizes Stability. For Right now everything is calm and solid for me. This can be a positive thing.
But Since the card is reversed the card is showing something refusing to move or change.
This card also symbolizes a Family Unit as well as home and a message of matters attached to stability of the home.
Together the Cards go pretty well together, they both support each other thru my g roundness that I have in my relationships with my emotions and feelings.
FUTURE
This is the card of Destruction and feeling as if I'm in a rut in things and cant seem to freaking move. This card is telling me to remain patient/ Things must happen to make better in the long run. Basically learn from the mistakes that has happened and move on just have faith things will get better and they will. This is also a good time to Maintain control over things that are not going my way or going against me. Stay strong you will get thru it.
My Actions and Motivations will work well together.
This card symbolizes Work & Social Activities.
This card is telling about Decisions and about different paths I can take, a choice must be made. Some things has to be balanced at this time.
The Number in this card symbolizes Relationships and Cooperation,Consideration and Patterning. Working together as a Team
This also indicates that a waiting period where there will be some slow moving success that will not be seen until later.
This card also saying to me to be More Daring and Bold in my dealings in the future.
LONG TERM OUTCOME
This card is showing a blocked emotion something that I will try to avoid.
This card is telling me not to sit around and wait for it and not do anything. Get up and do something about it.
This card symbolizes a Man who is Romantic & Sensitive he is also imaginative and on a Mission.
Hes a mover and a doer and he gets things a moving. He is also loyal and Trustworthy.
He also symbolizes Friendships and relationships
Braveness and achievement, Wise and Calm and who is caring and tolerant of others
PAST
Card Symbolizes Work & Social Activities.
It also Symbolizes Completion ether (good or bad)
Theirs some undecided points in my life.
This card is telling me that despite the times when I cant decide something or cant seem to find a solution there are answers that I cant see yet which they will start making themselves known when its time.
This card also symbolizes Action and Courage and passion which is well balanced with Mental Attitudes and Strife in my dealings.
On the negative side this card shows that there where times of Defensiveness and Presumptions but know that this is over and there where positive results that came out of it
This card symbolizes a Triangle its about taking action and self expression and Sociality.
This card is showing a group activity or situation.
It also shows a delay in things but with a positive outcome in the future.
This card also symbolizes Emotions and Intuition as well as memories of the past.
This card symbolizes Surrendering to change and accepting improvement and making adjustments in my life.
Even thou things are going great I need to back and evaluate a few things and not be so hotheaded about stuff. I'm using all this courage and passion for things Im neglecting my emotions and intuition in certain matters. I need to stop back and take a look whats in my subconscious mind for the answers. Even thou my Actions and Motivations are strong I'm sort of lacking in the Spirituality is weakened by some of my actions in the past.
PRESENT
(POSITIVE CARD)
This card symbolizes Money/Financial Matters.
Symbolizes Effort/Findings and maintaining control over issues that arises against me. This card shows that I'm faced with many issues all which can be overcome, After when finding a way to get thru them or a solution.Being able to analyze and understand about myself and my own spirituality and having the wisdom and understanding and seeing where my own faults leads me into learning by my mistakes and not feeling so trapped and suppressed. But still remaining awake to things around me.
This card shows a time of solicitation or wanting to be alone for awhile to reflect on things and gain Stability that have happened (emotions/memories)and to help me look at positive ways to get thru it.
This card also symbolizes earth, which shows stability and intuition.
In the end I will reap the rewards and possible a direction change may occur at this time.
(Positive-BUT with something to work on)
This card Symbolizes Stability. For Right now everything is calm and solid for me. This can be a positive thing.
But Since the card is reversed the card is showing something refusing to move or change.
This card also symbolizes a Family Unit as well as home and a message of matters attached to stability of the home.
Together the Cards go pretty well together, they both support each other thru my g roundness that I have in my relationships with my emotions and feelings.
FUTURE
This is the card of Destruction and feeling as if I'm in a rut in things and cant seem to freaking move. This card is telling me to remain patient/ Things must happen to make better in the long run. Basically learn from the mistakes that has happened and move on just have faith things will get better and they will. This is also a good time to Maintain control over things that are not going my way or going against me. Stay strong you will get thru it.
My Actions and Motivations will work well together.
This card symbolizes Work & Social Activities.
This card is telling about Decisions and about different paths I can take, a choice must be made. Some things has to be balanced at this time.
The Number in this card symbolizes Relationships and Cooperation,Consideration and Patterning. Working together as a Team
This also indicates that a waiting period where there will be some slow moving success that will not be seen until later.
This card also saying to me to be More Daring and Bold in my dealings in the future.
LONG TERM OUTCOME
This card is showing a blocked emotion something that I will try to avoid.
This card is telling me not to sit around and wait for it and not do anything. Get up and do something about it.
This card symbolizes a Man who is Romantic & Sensitive he is also imaginative and on a Mission.
Hes a mover and a doer and he gets things a moving. He is also loyal and Trustworthy.
He also symbolizes Friendships and relationships
Braveness and achievement, Wise and Calm and who is caring and tolerant of others
July 10, 2010
My Reading for the UnBlocking Spread by Don S.
1.) What is blocking me intuitively?
The Chariot-Reversed:My Inpatients is blocking my intuitive side, this card is telling me to be more open to it.
Affirmation: "I move through life triumphantly."
2.) What outside influences are effecting my intuition?
Queen of Wands: She is Sympathetic to others and understands those around them, This card is about emotion and motivation and is telling you to be more kind and try to understand things that are happening and why,
"I am a radiant strong being filled with the power of love."
3.) What is inside me that is hindering my intuition?
7 of Swords: This card symbolizes action or transformation, it shares thoughts or ideas or a problem, This card is telling you to be more open to new thoughts & Ideas that I have and allow my intuitive side guide me instead of doubting.
"I center my attention on the task before me, and complete it with ease."
4.) What can help me with my intuition?
King of Wands-Reversed: Shows a man who very creative and bold in his dealings and is also inspiring to those around him and can be sometimes a little forceful at times. Also a man whose is somewhat hardheaded and stubborn and Independent and who doesn't like to be held down or tied down or kept from doing something. Since the card is in reversed it is showing him as being a little stern and a little annoyed by some and not tolerating those around him at this point.
SO maybe this card is telling me to stop being so hardheaded and relax
"I open myself to my own success."
5.) What do I need to change to help me with my intuition?
10 of wands symbolizes struggles and burdens. This card also symbolizes that what you give our you will get in return. Also the card is telling of something I had but i ended up losing but its okay I will just have to start all over again and where I have to rebuild what I had as before. Start Fresh.
"I release all repression so my Will flows freely
6.) What can I do to 'unblock' myself intuitively?
8 of Wands: Symbolizes Quick Actions and issues that have been solved. The card is telling me that despite what I think I can get thru issues that I run into, just need to have a little more courage in myself and hope and faith that I will get thru, The card is also telling me that I will learn by these mistakes and issues and move on with my life living and feeling better in the road to come,
"Challenges and obstacles are achievements waiting to happen."
The Chariot-Reversed:My Inpatients is blocking my intuitive side, this card is telling me to be more open to it.
Affirmation: "I move through life triumphantly."
2.) What outside influences are effecting my intuition?
Queen of Wands: She is Sympathetic to others and understands those around them, This card is about emotion and motivation and is telling you to be more kind and try to understand things that are happening and why,
"I am a radiant strong being filled with the power of love."
3.) What is inside me that is hindering my intuition?
7 of Swords: This card symbolizes action or transformation, it shares thoughts or ideas or a problem, This card is telling you to be more open to new thoughts & Ideas that I have and allow my intuitive side guide me instead of doubting.
"I center my attention on the task before me, and complete it with ease."
4.) What can help me with my intuition?
King of Wands-Reversed: Shows a man who very creative and bold in his dealings and is also inspiring to those around him and can be sometimes a little forceful at times. Also a man whose is somewhat hardheaded and stubborn and Independent and who doesn't like to be held down or tied down or kept from doing something. Since the card is in reversed it is showing him as being a little stern and a little annoyed by some and not tolerating those around him at this point.
SO maybe this card is telling me to stop being so hardheaded and relax
"I open myself to my own success."
5.) What do I need to change to help me with my intuition?
10 of wands symbolizes struggles and burdens. This card also symbolizes that what you give our you will get in return. Also the card is telling of something I had but i ended up losing but its okay I will just have to start all over again and where I have to rebuild what I had as before. Start Fresh.
"I release all repression so my Will flows freely
6.) What can I do to 'unblock' myself intuitively?
8 of Wands: Symbolizes Quick Actions and issues that have been solved. The card is telling me that despite what I think I can get thru issues that I run into, just need to have a little more courage in myself and hope and faith that I will get thru, The card is also telling me that I will learn by these mistakes and issues and move on with my life living and feeling better in the road to come,
"Challenges and obstacles are achievements waiting to happen."
June 27, 2010
Tarot Journal Spread "Spirit Guide #1 I contacted"
1. Tell me How many Spirit Guides I have = 4
2 Tell me something about your personality.
SG has a somewhat of a Controlling personality. NOT being Forcefull in anything or telling me what to do but a Very impatient kinda of "You get on my nerves" kinda attitude when Im not getting what "She" is saying. and I SWEAR This has GOT TO BE Karen LOL Shes my Main Guide and shes very Stern and reminds me Sylvia Brown LOL...kinda like Listen child Im telling you but you aint getting it LOL!
3 Why are you with me (related; personal interest; "assigned")?
Correcting Mistakes that Ive learned in the past and helping me put together misplaced truth and helps me thru disputes.
4 When is your presence the strongest (in what types of situations)?
During Hard Times and when health is not so good
5 Please tell me an event in which your presence or influence was particularly strong.
During Arguments and going off in illusions lol (oops)..ok yea so she probably was totally tick off all last year cause I was Gone Man I mean GONE LMAO!!
6 What would you like me to know at the moment?
To take some time to rest and let some things go, let things blow over.
2 Tell me something about your personality.
SG has a somewhat of a Controlling personality. NOT being Forcefull in anything or telling me what to do but a Very impatient kinda of "You get on my nerves" kinda attitude when Im not getting what "She" is saying. and I SWEAR This has GOT TO BE Karen LOL Shes my Main Guide and shes very Stern and reminds me Sylvia Brown LOL...kinda like Listen child Im telling you but you aint getting it LOL!
3 Why are you with me (related; personal interest; "assigned")?
Correcting Mistakes that Ive learned in the past and helping me put together misplaced truth and helps me thru disputes.
4 When is your presence the strongest (in what types of situations)?
During Hard Times and when health is not so good
5 Please tell me an event in which your presence or influence was particularly strong.
During Arguments and going off in illusions lol (oops)..ok yea so she probably was totally tick off all last year cause I was Gone Man I mean GONE LMAO!!
6 What would you like me to know at the moment?
To take some time to rest and let some things go, let things blow over.
June 22, 2010
Tarot Journal June 22 My Emotional Clutter Spread Results
Card One: What kind of emotional clutter have I accumulated?Ive gathered much sorrow, depression and fusteration and feeling restrained and feeling as if I cant move I felt held down and restricted from things I want and love.
Card Two: How is it affecting me?It made me realize that even the ones I trusted and loved, they hurt me and betrayed me and lied to me. Also so many disagreements and not wanting to work on any issues at hand.
Card Three: How is it affecting my relationship with others?I have some restriction with people, Im more careful in my dealings with them or do I trust them.Sometimes I think I have all this will power i mean I probably do but many things in my head are undecided on how I feel and how i will react. Just a very confusing time for me.
Card Four: What steps can I take to rid myself of this emotional clutter? The Cards Say Finding a Job and then I will build my Courage and I will start seeing new things that I will like and have more purpose in my life then I do feel now.
Card Five: What can I do to avoid the accumulation of emotional clutter in the future? A little more consideration on other peoples feelings, Making true friendships. With this I will have a happier life and must happiness in my life.Love and Harmoney and Trust will be built as well.
WOW!
Card Two: How is it affecting me?It made me realize that even the ones I trusted and loved, they hurt me and betrayed me and lied to me. Also so many disagreements and not wanting to work on any issues at hand.
Card Three: How is it affecting my relationship with others?I have some restriction with people, Im more careful in my dealings with them or do I trust them.Sometimes I think I have all this will power i mean I probably do but many things in my head are undecided on how I feel and how i will react. Just a very confusing time for me.
Card Four: What steps can I take to rid myself of this emotional clutter? The Cards Say Finding a Job and then I will build my Courage and I will start seeing new things that I will like and have more purpose in my life then I do feel now.
Card Five: What can I do to avoid the accumulation of emotional clutter in the future? A little more consideration on other peoples feelings, Making true friendships. With this I will have a happier life and must happiness in my life.Love and Harmoney and Trust will be built as well.
WOW!
June 21, 2010
Journal June 21 2010
Well I signed up in a Tarot Forum you know to learn and get help in areas I didn't know and need help in, And posted certain things I was stuck on or sorta didn't understand. But instead I go alot of I don't know how to word it, umm not really rude comments but being a empath it wasn't a very nice way of saying something. Like those who have been in the tarot reading process for awhile that knows a little more then others, and if a newbie made a comment of something they didn't know or understand, They would litterly "Bite your head off" or make you feel like you where a total idiot and maybe you shouldn't be reading tarots if your make a mistake. I dont know how much Longer I will last in that forum because I cannot stand rude unemotional smart commented people. Theres a way to talk to people and a way not to and there where so many who where so nice and understanding and explained things to me and then there where others who where Right out Rude, I doubt I will be there long who wants to be at a place where you dont feel like you belong or you feel afraid to comment on something or ask a questions without feeling b-littled. I dunno people just need to be alittle more soft hearted to others especially for those who are new. Its not very Newbie friendly at all, Maybe some of the people but alot of the elder ones Not so much.My
June 20, 2010
My Tarot Journal: Sunday June 20 2010
I think I FINALLY HAVE seen the Light and I hope this Tarot block has been lifted we shall see, But I did a reading on myself.it was suppose to be for a health reading and well it sure didn't turn out anyway physical it was more inward health related I guess you can say, But I learned a few things and how to break down my readings instead of just reading the card for what it is, So I will add the reading here for my own journalism purposes.
The first card shows the emotional aspects of myself, Many Faults and Errors has been made by me and even thou I mean no harm in it, it really was harming me.
Another card that deals with my emotional aspects of myself also is where the card shows that Im scared of success and I'm undecided what I want to do with my life. As a matter affect this is so true, Because I have been mother for 13 yrs and being a housewife and mother and being home is ALL I know. and now that the baby will be five (Tomorrow) and going to school I have that free time to do ME. and to be honest no matter how NICE that sounds It scares the ba-jezzus outta me. Because leaving something Ive always known for 13 yrs and thinking about me? that's pretty scary because for one I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO!
The next following cards shows the main challenges that I am dealing with it first card shows that I need to Observe things a little more before judgmental on it and try to understand those around me (mostly on the domestic front of it_ With my Husband and kids. The card is also telling me to be more productive and be moe patient while doing it. Dont rush into rash decisions and moods.Theres also another card that deals with my main challenges that I'm dealing with, Its is Order, Discipline and Prepare, This card is telling me that I need to have a little more discipline in myself and get things done and gather myself to what I need to do and what I SHOULD Be doing and to prepare myself for the coming times.
The Next cards show Choices and Decisions. These 2 cards are telling me that I need to find a way out of feeling restricted as I told you before I am scared of leaving the life that I know to do me, Sometimes I feel like I cant move but I need to learn to get past that and find always to "be free" and not feel so restricted.
and for Then I can change myself to be More Happier and have more prosperity in the end results.
So basically I need to stop being so Impatient and start being a little more passionate and understanding to those around me, Be More productive in my day to day life, Stop being Moody and sulking around like a big baby and try to not let myself get to detached from what I'm suppose to be doing and feeling.
Also the cards in a whole say that I need to build more confidence in myself and courage and to Follow my Intuition and love endlessly then in the end I will have success
My Bonus card I pulled shows that I will becoming into new knowledge as well around this time...
The first card shows the emotional aspects of myself, Many Faults and Errors has been made by me and even thou I mean no harm in it, it really was harming me.
Another card that deals with my emotional aspects of myself also is where the card shows that Im scared of success and I'm undecided what I want to do with my life. As a matter affect this is so true, Because I have been mother for 13 yrs and being a housewife and mother and being home is ALL I know. and now that the baby will be five (Tomorrow) and going to school I have that free time to do ME. and to be honest no matter how NICE that sounds It scares the ba-jezzus outta me. Because leaving something Ive always known for 13 yrs and thinking about me? that's pretty scary because for one I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO!
The next following cards shows the main challenges that I am dealing with it first card shows that I need to Observe things a little more before judgmental on it and try to understand those around me (mostly on the domestic front of it_ With my Husband and kids. The card is also telling me to be more productive and be moe patient while doing it. Dont rush into rash decisions and moods.Theres also another card that deals with my main challenges that I'm dealing with, Its is Order, Discipline and Prepare, This card is telling me that I need to have a little more discipline in myself and get things done and gather myself to what I need to do and what I SHOULD Be doing and to prepare myself for the coming times.
The Next cards show Choices and Decisions. These 2 cards are telling me that I need to find a way out of feeling restricted as I told you before I am scared of leaving the life that I know to do me, Sometimes I feel like I cant move but I need to learn to get past that and find always to "be free" and not feel so restricted.
and for Then I can change myself to be More Happier and have more prosperity in the end results.
So basically I need to stop being so Impatient and start being a little more passionate and understanding to those around me, Be More productive in my day to day life, Stop being Moody and sulking around like a big baby and try to not let myself get to detached from what I'm suppose to be doing and feeling.
Also the cards in a whole say that I need to build more confidence in myself and courage and to Follow my Intuition and love endlessly then in the end I will have success
My Bonus card I pulled shows that I will becoming into new knowledge as well around this time...
Tarot Journal: June 19: Thoughts
For 3 days Now I have been in total Tarot BLOCK! and its just about to drive me crazy, No matter how much meditation no matter how much sleep NOTHING..zip Nada...I cannot put two and two together when I'm reading Cards make no sense! UHG how annoying...Like my brain was erased and No I cant remember squat. I might need to take a longer break or something because before the readings where clear as can be but recently NOTHING and it really frustrates me and I HATE Being like this grrr. OK so yea I vented a little lol maybe next week will be back to normal YA THINK!? LOL
Card Pulled today 6 of cups-Reversed Yea so Ive been sorta moody and maybe detached, maybe because of wanting to DO something and I cant DO IT! Uhg I need a Break LOL
Card Pulled today 6 of cups-Reversed Yea so Ive been sorta moody and maybe detached, maybe because of wanting to DO something and I cant DO IT! Uhg I need a Break LOL
June 19, 2010
Saturday 19 2010: Journal
My Tarot Journal for today, I used the Spirit Guide Message Spread (Collection 1-12) if you would like to try it. And here are my results of the spread.
1. What should I be learning? learning my weaknesses and working thru them and knowing its okay to make mistakes
2. Where do I find inspiration? Despite what has happened to me had led me to seek inner guidance and wanting to better myself and wanting to learn more about things has inspired me more to look more inside of myself.
3. What areas are keeping me from progress? My life is changing at every moment and every step I take and things are becoming more clearer for me. Things are getting better and I put to much trust in something without being a little cautious i need to let certain things go but also protect myself of the just in case but still live life and trust but it doesn't hurt to be prepared.Basically don't trust so easily but just have a little more faith.
4. What will bring balance to my life? not losing faith or patience in my life. and be more loving when dealing with situations in my life.
5. What opinions do I need to re-examine? sometimes check my attitude or temperament toward things try to be a little more kind and try to find my independence.
6. What direction is my life taking? Says I will be able to make the right decisions and to know that my choices are good for me. and I will become more stronger and more focused on my future goals and I will reach them as I go on with what Im doing.
1. What should I be learning? learning my weaknesses and working thru them and knowing its okay to make mistakes
2. Where do I find inspiration? Despite what has happened to me had led me to seek inner guidance and wanting to better myself and wanting to learn more about things has inspired me more to look more inside of myself.
3. What areas are keeping me from progress? My life is changing at every moment and every step I take and things are becoming more clearer for me. Things are getting better and I put to much trust in something without being a little cautious i need to let certain things go but also protect myself of the just in case but still live life and trust but it doesn't hurt to be prepared.Basically don't trust so easily but just have a little more faith.
4. What will bring balance to my life? not losing faith or patience in my life. and be more loving when dealing with situations in my life.
5. What opinions do I need to re-examine? sometimes check my attitude or temperament toward things try to be a little more kind and try to find my independence.
6. What direction is my life taking? Says I will be able to make the right decisions and to know that my choices are good for me. and I will become more stronger and more focused on my future goals and I will reach them as I go on with what Im doing.
June 17, 2010
Tarot Journal: June 17: Personal Statement
I wont go into to much detail right now but I need to just get a few things out that has kept me bogged down the past few months. Now I'm not afraid to tell anyone but I wont go into to much detail but Ive been really down because a month ago I found my Non Marital Husband who Ive been with for 12 yrs, I found him cheating on me. I don't know if it was anything physical but I know it was emotional and the day that I found out my whole world was crushed. The Man that I knew would do something so hurtful to me my so called best friend would hurt me and betray me like nothing I ever felt in my life. My Instinct told me something was going on but I just pushed it in the back of my mind because I have never had to deal with this before with him so I doubting the instincts until one night I found proof. For so long I was hurt, It took me awhile to gather myself up again. To find out some details on the reason why he did what he did but it wants much to heal my wounds he had done to my heart. But I accepted him and I am learning to trust him again and its hard but I am trying to have patience. So I found this Spread on the AT forum about him and his relationship with her and me. To conclude how he really felt for her which was basically nothing, it made me see the faults I have had in the relationship as well as his needs and what he wants it gave me a better understanding of him and the whole situation. NOW I am at peace and I can put that behind me and forgive him and try to better myself so that I can be a better wife for him. I love him so very much just for awhile there I just wasn't sure. But I do Love him or I wouldn't of stuck with him this long he is a good guy despite all the day to day stress he deals with taking care of our 6 children. Hes a good man and a father and we all make mistakes and I hope this will be the last time for I am going to work on making us light that flame again. Just thought Id share
June 15, 2010
Tarot Journal: June 15 2010 (Basic)
New Tarot Reading I did for myself and my Journal.
First card shows that I'm not very trusting of those around me even thou I depend on them.
2nd card shows that I can be easily persuaded and I need to think before I make a decisions.
3rd card shows that Im a loving and tender person. My Pychics and Intuitive gifts are at a high right now. Im full of compassion for other people.
4th card shows a possible something new coming into my life or a journey of some sort, Spiritually I will be fulfilled. Intuitively and creative mind will succeed.My unconscious mind will become more aware of my surroundings
First card shows that I'm not very trusting of those around me even thou I depend on them.
2nd card shows that I can be easily persuaded and I need to think before I make a decisions.
3rd card shows that Im a loving and tender person. My Pychics and Intuitive gifts are at a high right now. Im full of compassion for other people.
4th card shows a possible something new coming into my life or a journey of some sort, Spiritually I will be fulfilled. Intuitively and creative mind will succeed.My unconscious mind will become more aware of my surroundings
June 8, 2010
My Tarot Journal:May 4th 2010
Working on a new thing for my cards So heres my daily reading today
First card I got shows Discord and conflict within my daily life and I grow impatient everyday. Which is so true because Im always arguing with Jorge who gets on my nerves and doesn't see what the issues are at hand.
The Next card shows a Happy Conclusion to the problem and also the card means abilities I didn't know I had will start showing it self more around this time.
The next card shows that immaturity and emotions that I am having is really irrelevant to the problem and not helping it. and to use more of my logic and reasoning to fix the problem.
The next card shows Effort and hard work and growth. the card also shows that the issue is toward a dark completed person with dark hair and eyes and thats JORGE alright who is the problem, The Bonus card I pulled shows me even thou I'm going thru all these issues that there will be end to the situation and it will be a change in my life as follows
First card I got shows Discord and conflict within my daily life and I grow impatient everyday. Which is so true because Im always arguing with Jorge who gets on my nerves and doesn't see what the issues are at hand.
The Next card shows a Happy Conclusion to the problem and also the card means abilities I didn't know I had will start showing it self more around this time.
The next card shows that immaturity and emotions that I am having is really irrelevant to the problem and not helping it. and to use more of my logic and reasoning to fix the problem.
The next card shows Effort and hard work and growth. the card also shows that the issue is toward a dark completed person with dark hair and eyes and thats JORGE alright who is the problem, The Bonus card I pulled shows me even thou I'm going thru all these issues that there will be end to the situation and it will be a change in my life as follows
My Tarot Journal:Saturday February 27 2010
Image via WikipediaIm Feeling defensive and hard headed and Not tolerating anyone, not letting lose a little with the kids and Jorge.Feeling Down and Sad about things not going my way instead of worrying about my feelings instead of worrying about those around me. (Defensive:stubborn). Letting Go of my issues that I have and not holding onto feelings that are bad for me. I need To Stop holding onto guilt feeling bad because of the way Ive been treating others around me. Im also Going threw a low point in my life. (Letting go,Surrender,Loosen up).The Feelings of being Trapped in a Relationship, but I must overcome the reason why I feel trapped/stuck and why there are problems, I need to find a solution to make things better and to know that the worst has passed.
Will overcome the problems and will be able to focus more on the goals I want to achieve and will be able to achieve..Soon My Feelings are starting to change if not already, feeling a little more positive and more optimistic . Will soon be able to see things a little more clearer then I was. Will be a little more happier then I was. But I need to remember to take what mistakes or problems Ive had happened and use those as a tool or a guide to help myself. Learn by my mistakes and move on. Just don't hold back and or doubt myself. There will be a period of work not being finished or done at the time that I want and I may be at where I want things to be better then I have it already. But together with teamwork and better planning the goal can be accomplished. There can be a period of obstacles and times I'm not being myself and being what others want me or I think I should be.But remember that I do have the Inner knowledge to pull myself out of whatever Obstacle it is and bring up the hidden things that are bothering me. Learn to listen to myself.
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