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Planets & Major Acrcana

Card	Symbol	Name	Characteristics
Fool		Uranus	Modern thought, Experimentation, New ideas
Magician		Mercury	Relation, Connection, Understanding, Enlivening
Priestess		Moon	Sensitivity, Moods, Intuition, Subconscious thought
Empress		Venus	Beauty, Love, Art, Music, Poetry, Pleasure, Refinement
Emperor		Aries	Active, Demanding, Determined, Effective, Ambitious
Hierophant		Taurus	Security, Subtle strength, Appreciation, Instruction, Patience
Lovers		Gemini	Communication, Indecision, Inquisitive, Intelligent, Changeable
Chariot		Cancer	Emotion, Diplomatic, Intensity, Impulsive, Selective
Strength		Leo	Ruling, Warmth, Generosity, Faithful, Initiative
Hermit		Virgo	Analyzing, Practical, Reflective, Observation, Thoughtful
Wheel		Jupiter	Enthusiasm, Hope, Good fortune, Expansion, Receptivity
Justice		Libra	Balance, Justice, Truth, Beauty, Perfection
Hanged Man		Neptune	Illusion, Imagination, Idealism, Psychic, Distortion
Death		Scorpio	Transient, Self-Willed, Purposeful, Unyielding
Temperance		Sagittarius	Philosophical, Motion, Experimentation, Optimism
Devil		Capricorn	Determination, Dominance, Persevering, Practical, Willful
Tower		Mars	Facilitation, Intensity, Courage, Energy, Assertion
Star		Aquarius	Knowledge, Humanitarian, Serious, Insightful, Duplicitous
Moon		Pisces	Fluctuation, Depth, Imagination, Reactive, Indecisive
Sun		Sun	Focus, Energy, Vitality, Creativity, Will, Identity
Judgment		Pluto	Perspective, Enlightenment, Improvement, Experience
World		Saturn	Concentration, Discipline, Accomplishment, Depth, Patience

My Daily Readings July 16 2010

RIDER WAITE DECK


General Reading-There maybe some people who don't really take what I do seriously. They don't understand why and what I actually do (as being a tarot reader). This card tells me to  be ready for some criticism because of it.
In Romance-Me and my DH have certain issues and beliefs we don't agree on in our relationship. We both maybe try to change each other to think the way we want.
            This card is telling me to back off a little and give myself space and the whole issues will blow over.
In Health-This card shows that I'm really tired and burned out by the long hours in the day, way to much work I do and no time to enjoy my days if that my life. This card is telling me I need to take some time for myself and do what I enjoy,  I will return more happy and refreshed with new flowing of energy in my daily dealings.
In Spiritual-I must admin  I need to take care of a larger issue in my life. I need to set more goals for spiritual self. Take Classes (I am) do something to get and keep on track.
In Mind-I'm a powerful thinking-er with a questionable curious mind I have keen insight into the human condition.


This card is showing some fustraction in some people and situations maybe false accusations and unfairness was caused and it shows intolerance for them.
This card also shows that I am change because of this (for what suits me)

      

At this time I'm friendly and caring and love helping others. Im Honest and Loyal to my friends.

General Readings-My life is happy and fulfilled.
The card shows that I'm a nurturer, like a person who finds lost animals and takes them in to take care of them, or the person whose there for her friends or other people she doesn't know.
I'm a good listener and very open to people and their problems and the cards say I made good counselor as well.
In Romance-The cards say do not over baby DH (LOL) he doesn't need to much nurturing use it on people who would appreciate it more (aint that the truth LOL)
In Health-Try doing something in the garden or spend time playing with my children this will give me great emotional satisfaction or take a trip to the beach too. Also take some time out for myself too.

OSHO ZEN DECK

The message in this card is telling me I must find a healing outlet for anything that is causing me issues. Its very important that I find ways to release whatever stress/tensions I have building up inside of me. Dont wait till things build up and I blow my top. Release them now.
This card also tells that there something I want to do but I cant do to social conditions and etc. Maybe the ways of my thinking of belief its hard sometimes for me to break free of the "old ways" of thinking or how civilization believes and what they think, I think it affects me at some point, not really wanting to stick out like a sore thumb but to fit in, but yet I am different.
This card is telling me this is really bad and if not dangerous to think like this. Maybe sometimes these issues come like a bomb and I go all crazy.
The cards say that craziness is only a "suppression coming  to a point where you cannot control them anymore,......" but also says the way to see thru it is thru meditation.

This card tells that whatever I am learning in my life or have learned to use it in my life. Use my Past life experience to help me make decisions in my today choices too.
Try to also express myself
I carry something inside me that will mold me into the person I am and should be but i tend to stop myself (standing in my own way) this card is telling me to move aside and then the answer will be revealed. Osho Says that "Everyone has this masterpiece,because God never gives birth to anything less then that. Everyone carries that master piece hidden for many life's, not knowing who they are, and just trying on the surface to become someone. Drop the idea of being someone. because you already are a masterpiece.  You cannot be improved. You have only come to it, to know it, to realize it. God has himself created you, you cannot be improved" I love that paragraph from Osho.


This card is telling me I "have a opportunity with others now to make (my) contribution to creating something greater and more beautiful than each of (I) could manage alone" not only will I be nourished by it we will also help something precious all together.
This card also asks have you ever seen things while others don't? Things that happened everyday around you, you notice, others don't and go on with their lives? So many people do not even take the time to even notice things. Also are also seen as blind people, This world is so beautiful we don't even know how beautiful it really is and we dwell in our own little world of misery. There are times when instinctively they want to pull out of the little miserable world we think we are in and struggle daily. Then it comes down to where you don't want to leave your little miserable world and all the suffering you are enduring.. Without this you will see no joy around you. you just have to be aware of it. So Stop dwelling on the misery and problems of the world and open your eyes to the positive brighter beautiful world that it really is. Your not stuck you just need to find that extra lift to help you out to see it.

ANGEL CARD

Retreat
"Spend some time alone in a quiet thought.Clear your mind, and focus on your truth and priorities"
This card is asking if im maybe pushing myself a little to hard, its telling me to relax and take some time for myself to ease my mind and body. Also it would like for me to reflect on whats really inside of me (my heart/feelings/desires). It says "You will know that it is true Divine guidance, and not just trust your imagination or wishful thinking if its speaks of your desire to make a difference in the World."

Zodic Sign Traits

Zodiac Sign	Positive Traits	Negative Traits
Capricorn	Practical and prudent Ambitious and disciplined Patient and careful Humorous and reserved	Pessimistic and fatalistic Miserly and grudging Over conventional and rigid
Aquarius	Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual	Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached
Pisces	Imaginative and sensitive Compassionate and kind Selfless and unworldly Intuitive and sympathetic	Escapist and idealistic Secretive and vague Weak-willed and easily led
Aries	Adventurous and energetic Pioneering and courageous Enthusiastic and confident Dynamic and quick-witted	Selfish and quick-tempered Impulsive and impatient Foolhardy and daredevil
Taurus	Patient and reliable Warmhearted and loving Persistent and determined Placid and security loving	Jealous and possessive Resentful and inflexible Self-indulgent and greedy
Gemini	Adaptable and versatile Communicative and witty Intellectual and eloquent Youthful and lively	Nervous and tense Superficial and inconsistent Cunning and inquisitive
Cancer	Emotional and loving Intuitive and imaginative Shrewd and cautious Protective and sympathetic	Changeable and moody Overemotional and touchy Clinging and unable to let go
Leo	Generous and warmhearted Creative and enthusiastic Broad-minded and expansive Faithful and loving	Pompous and patronizing Bossy and interfering Dogmatic and intolerant
Virgo	Modest and shy Meticulous and reliable Practical and diligent Intelligent and analytical	Fussy and a worrier Overcritical and harsh Perfectionist and conservative
Libra	Diplomaitic and urbane Romantic and charming Easygoing and sociable Idealistic and peaceable	Indecisive and changeable Gullible and easily influenced Flirtatious and self-indulgent.
Scorpio	Determined and forceful Emotional and intuitive Powerful and passionate Exciting and magnetic	Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate
Sagittarius	Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical	Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless

Face Suit Cards

Face cards

Whereas modern playing cards have three face (or ‘court’) cards (jack, queen and king), tarot cards have four (page, knight, queen and king). The jack in a modern playing card deck is an amalgamation of the page and the knight. Each of the four face cards has a different symbolic meaning. Pages are associated with insight and opportunity, knights with challenge and determination, queens with nurturing and advice, and kings with ambition and power. The face cards in each suit have their own particular character traits too:
Swords
Page: clever, perceptive, creative and physically fit, but restless by nature
Knight : a highly active person who’s always on the go but is easily bored and frequently changes his plans
Queen: this fast-thinking queen possesses acerbic wit, and although she appears distant and frosty, she may be lonely at heart
King: moralistic and righteous, this man stands up for his beliefs and always acts in a professional manner
Chalices
Page: someone who always has his head in the clouds, dreaming and fantasising, and sensitive by nature
Knight: passionate, romantic, faithful and caring, this king has a lot of love to give but is often overwhelmed by emotion
Queen: a real mother hen, this queen likes to look after her brood, with comforting advice and reassuring insight
King: warm-hearted and kind, this father-figure loves children and gives sound and helpful advice
Pentacles
Page: very practical with his hands, this page is good at making and mending things and is fascinated by how things work, with a real thirst for learning and knowledge
Knight: a hard-working, determined young man with a great future ahead of him and the ability to succeed
Queen: a shrewd businesswoman who knows how to manage money but always acts with generosity, kindness and integrity
King: the epitome of common sense and maturity, this king has a good head for business and finance and knows how to look after his affairs
Wands
Page: full of the joys of life, this bright and cheery character likes to keep himself occupied and enjoys the company of others
Knight: a wanderer who loves to move around and discover new places, often acting purely on impulse and therefore sometimes unreliable
Queen: elegant and sophisticated yet kind and down-to-earth, this queen represents harmony and equilibrium
King: a born leader with the ability to inspire others, this king commands a great deal of respect from everyone around him

The Psychological Spread 1:46

First Card – This card represents your desires, wishes and dreams.
Second Card – This card represents your feelings and emotions.
Third Card – This card represents your emotional challenges such as sadness, anxiety or fear.
Fourth Card – This card represents the areas in your life where you feel discouraged or disappointed.
Fifth Card – This card represents the significant spiritual lessons and guidance you need in your present day life.
Sixth Card – This card represents the areas in your life that require more attention and consideration. It also suggests a possible outcome if the course of action is followed.

The Success Tarot Spread 1:45

First Card – This card represents the central issue to your question or concern. This card refers to the things that you need to be aware of in your current endeavors.
Second Card – This card represents your current challenges and obstacles. This card refers to the things that may not be working in your favor at this time.
Third Card - This card represents the underlying and hidden factors of your current situation that you need to be aware of.
Fourth Card – This card represents the things that can help you. This can refer to people, ideas or a shift in your perspective.
Fifth Card – This card represents the actions needed to improve your chances for success.

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Tool For Intimacy In The Partner Spread 1:44

 Tool For Intimacy In The Partner Spread
For this particular spread, each couple takes turns shuffling the cards. Next, you spread the cards out in a semi-circle in front of you. While concentrating on the suggested questions that I have listed below, each partner will take a turn, pulling one card for each question.

1. What can I learn from you?
2. What do I expect from you?
3. How can I be more supportive?
4. What do I need to work on to become a better partner?
5. What does my partner need from me?
6. What is the direction our relationship needs to take?

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I dont know what to do spread by lawguy51 1:43

....................1
2....3.........4.....5.......6.....7..
....................8

1. What's the issue?
2. What should I do?
3. What should I not do?
4. Why should I do what I should do?
5. Why shouldn't I do what I shouldn't do?
6. What are the consequences of doing what I should do?
7. What are the consequences of doing what I shouldn't do?
8. What do I really WANT to do?

Problem Person spread 1:42 by Stregaverde's

1*****4
***3***
2*****5
***6***
***7***
***8***

1. What motivates this person?
2. What lies beneath those motivations? What is hidden or subconscious?
3. What is the current situation with this person?
4. What can I do about this situation?
5. What do I need to be aware of?
6. What other influences can/do affect this situation?
7. Advice
8. Outcome

You might also want to add cards such as, "What is this person here to teach me?" and things of that nature. The situation for my hubby was more straightforward--he had to go clean up someone else's mess and deal with a difficult person doing it. But for a more involved relationship, I would enlarge it to:

**1*****4**
6****3****7
**2*****5**
*****8*****
*****9*****
****10*****
****11*****

1. What motivates this person?
2. What lies beneath those motivations?
3. What is the situation between us?
4. What are my motivations with this person?
5. What lies beneath my motivations?
6. What is this person here to teach me?
7.What can I do about this situation?
8. What do I need to watch out for?
9. What other influences can/do affect this situation?
10. Advice
11. Outcome

Harsh Truths Spread- 1:41 by Luminessence

Harsh Truths Spread

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I developed this spread as a way to get clear and objective information about situations, to keep the cards from simply telling me what I want to hear, and to clearly differentiate hopes, fears, and the truth. I gave myself a reading with it, and I found it very useful. It revealed a couple of attitudes I held that I wasn't consciously aware of before then. The reading I got with the spread seemed straight out of left field at first - I got the Star in position 2, the Ace of Cups in position 5, and the 10 of Swords in position 4 - but after thinking about the cards some more, I found that it all fit.

Harsh Truths Spread
1. What you want to see/believe
2. What you don't want to see/believe
3. What is true
4. What you want to happen
5. What you don't want to happen
6. What will happen

1*3*2
4*6*5

If the spread shows an outcome that you don't like, or an attitude that you'd like to change, you can draw an additional card asking how you can change that attitude or outcome. You can do this for as many positions in the spread as you'd like.

Challenging Childre 1:41

 Challenging Children

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Category: Family About: This is a six card Tarot spread that looks at children that are a challenge to their parent(s). In other words a real handful (for whatever reason) and whether anything can be done to help improve the querent's situation with their child.
Cards:

1. Past influences affecting the querent's child.
2. Present influences affecting the querent's child.
3. Is it better for querent to leave things alone?
4. Is it better for the querent to confront the issue?
5. Is it better for someone else to confront the issue?
6. The outcome of the best option suggested by cards 3, 4 or 5.

Tree of Life 1:40

Tarot Spreads - Tree Of Life

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Category: General Description: This is a ten card Tarot spread which examines all of the major factors surrounding the querent's present situation. It looks at the spiritual, emotional, career, home and family circumstances as well as querent's responsibilities. It also considers obstacles and help.
Cards:

1. Spiritual.
2. Responsibilities.
3. Difficulties.
4. Helpful matters.
5. Opposing matters.
6. Achievements.
7. Emotional relationships.
8. Communication and career.
9. Unconscious foundation.
10. Home and family.

Notes: -
Origin: Unknown

Checking The Direction 1:39

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Category: General Description: This is a good seven card Tarot spread for looking at the way things are heading in the querent's life i.e. what trends are shown. Useful as it gives tips and hints for what the querent can do to help themselves and what pitfalls there are to avoid.
Cards:

1. The power of the past.
2. The power of the present.
3. The power of the future.
4. Suggestions and tips for the querent #1.
5. Suggestions and tips for the querent #2.
6. Obstacles that the querent must overcome or avoid.
7. The outcome .

Notes:

Origin: Burger/Fiebig ©

Seasons of Court Cards

Suits of Pentacles=Autumn
Suit of Wands=Spring
Suit of Cups=Winter

1-12 months
Jan-1 Feb-2 March-3 etc
Ace's= January

Cards extending Past 12 months
The World=21st Day by the adjacent Card
(Look for the card w/the most specific Time date)

Court Card Readings Notes

 This is just notes I use when reading on court cards these are ways to explains court cards.

When this Card Shows up in a reading it is telling you to look at your own situation thru the eyes of the "......".

This card maybe pointing to be a man/women, that has the energy of the ".....". Be Insipired by the person and mold yourself to be like him/her.

Major Arcana Chart

Major Arcana Chart

For a more complete Major Arcana Chart click here.
For a Minor Arcana Astrological Card Chart click here.

• Fool - Uranus/Air
• Magician - Mercury/Air
• High Priestess - Moon/Water
• Empress - Venus/Earth
• Emperor - Aries/Fire
• Hierophant - Taurus/Earth
• Lovers - Gemini/Air
• Chariot - Cancer/Water
• Strength/Lust - Leo/Fire
• Hermit - Virgo/Earth
• Wheel of Fortune - Jupiter/Fire
• Justice - Libra/Air
• Hanged Man - Neptune/Water
• Death - Scorpio/Water
• Temperance/Art - Sagittarius/Fire
• Devil - Capricorn/Earth
• Tower - Mars/Fire
• Star - Aquarius/Air
• Moon - Pisces/Water
• Sun - Sun/Fire
• Judgment/Aeon - Pluto/Fire [or Water]
• Universe/World - Saturn/EarthED

Suit Definitions

 Suite Definitions

Wand Tarot Card Meaning:
Action, work, occupation.
The Wands indicate, energy, growth, enterprise and animation.
The Wand Tarot Card suggests a constant renewal of life and growth.
The Salamander is associated with Tarot Wands.
The direction given to Wands is south.
Wands are synonymous with Lions.

Cup Tarot Card Meaning:
Sense, feelings, affection.
Cups are about love and happiness.
Cups refer to water, a symbol of the unconscious mind.
The female water spirit the "Undine", is the creature associated with the Cup Tarot Cards.
The direction of Cups is west.

Sword Tarot Card Meaning:
Crisis, difficulty, hardship.
Sword Tarot Cards express aggression, strife, boldness and courage.
Sometimes they can mean hatred and enemies.
Swords are the suit of disaster.
The direction of Swords is north.
It`s creature is the Sylph, an elemental being in the air.

Pentacle Tarot Card Meaning:
Wealth, finance, income.
In ancient times Pentacles were metal disks inscribed with magic formulas.
The Pentacles are inscribed with the five pointed star called the Pentagram.
The direction of the Pentacles is east.
The creature is the Gnome, a being of the Earth.
The Pentacle Tarot Card is the suit of the merchant.

Affirmations of a Capricorn

I was born under the sign of Capricorn. I accept fully the potentials, power and gifts of my sign. Like a growing crystal I initiate cosmic order. I am enterprising, the Builder, the Organizer, who looks toward higher orders, greater justice, constantly building relationships, families, communities, and countries I climb the mountain of matter toward spirit. I accept the healing and magical powers that I have or will use for the benefit of myself so that I might serve others in whatever capacity I choose as appropriate. The key for tapping into my deeper resources is the ever-increasing acceptance of myself, of who I am now, and what I wish to become. I can see, hear and feel myself, day by day, month by month, moving toward the perfection of my talents. I plan head methodically, in the right way, with great care I look to the goal and inspire others by common vision, encouraging them to pursue their highest goals/ I have the courage to confront difficulties and conquer them; persistently balanced with caution and patience is my tool, until the reality of the goal is achieved. I cast aside anything which does not meet my standards. My communication with others is always improving. I balance the future with the now. When necessary I give up immediate wishes for long term goals. I am permanence. I am self contentment and endurance. I am loyal, determined. I persist through resistance. I am dependable and cautious. I am The Leader motivated by a strong sense of purpose while remaining aware of people’s needs. I give strength and encouragement. I exude a willingness to focus strongly, a willingness to love and respect myself and others; I inspire by example I electrify and motivate whatever or whomever it takes to get to the true peak, the very top. My vision makes the abstract concrete. I turn ideas and ideals into tangible form I am the floodlight on the stage of life because I know that I serve a higher power to complete the earth experience It is my destiny I can change my destiny Now I choose to shape my future in a balanced dance between comfort and challenge

July 13 Daily Tarot Journal

• OK this isn't actually my deck but its all I could find right now in my folders.OK Here's my Daily Reading for Today.
  9 of Cups
  
  • This card symbolizes my Feelings and/Or Relationships.
  • This card is telling me that at this time, I am being optimistic and I enjoy laughing and being honest and straightforward about things.
  • This card also symbolizes My Intellectual and Philosophical traits at this time as well.
  • On a negative side this card is showing that I'm being quiet unknowingly optimistic then I am which is not like me and there are times I am quit careless in some areas of my life at this point
  • .Also this card shows that Ive been moving alot lately which I enjoy doing many things at the same time, but having a problem of others doubting my honesty for unmerited reasons. But I am adaptable in many situations and will get thru what it is I need to do. I'm smart and communicative and witty and very lively so this is a good card.
  • This card is also telling me that I will gain more wisdom thru my experience in life and its okay. This card is also thought of as a passive card.
  • This is a good card that tells me that right now things may be iffy and things may not be going the way Id like them to.
  • This card is telling me that things will work out in the long run and the issues I am having will be dealt with in time and the goals that Ive set will be completed and I will be happy and satisfied with the results.
  • Also this card symbolizes a Completion, this is also associated with the Hermit Card which means "Shining a light on the situation".
  • This Card shows a complition of something (could be good or bad) This card is telling me that the anger or upset feelings I have had about issues in the past will end and it will be over soon.

My Reading Journal:past present future and long term future

 This is just a spread I made up, not specific layout just a Past, Present,Future and Long Term Outcome.  For Each Area of the Past..Future..Etc..I pulled 2 cards for each, Thats a Total of 8 Cards.

PAST

Card Symbolizes Work & Social Activities.
It also Symbolizes Completion ether (good or bad)
Theirs some undecided points in my life.
This card is telling me  that despite the times when I  cant decide something or cant seem to find a solution there are answers that I cant see yet  which they will start making themselves known when its time.
This card also symbolizes Action and Courage and passion which is well balanced with Mental Attitudes and Strife in my dealings.
On the negative side this card shows that there where times of Defensiveness and Presumptions but know that this is over and there where positive results that came out of it


This card symbolizes a Triangle its about taking action and self expression and Sociality.
This card is showing a group activity or situation.
It also shows a delay in things but with a positive outcome in the future.
This card also symbolizes Emotions and Intuition as well as memories of the past.
This card symbolizes Surrendering to change and accepting improvement and making adjustments in my life.
Even thou things are going great I need to back and evaluate a few things and not be so hotheaded about stuff. I'm using all this courage and passion for things Im neglecting my emotions and intuition in certain matters. I need to stop back and take a look whats in my subconscious mind for the answers. Even thou my Actions and Motivations are strong I'm sort of lacking in the Spirituality is weakened by some of my actions in the past.

PRESENT

 (POSITIVE CARD)
This card symbolizes Money/Financial Matters.
Symbolizes Effort/Findings and maintaining control over issues that arises against me. This card shows that I'm faced with many issues all which can be overcome, After when finding a way to get thru them or a solution.Being able to analyze and understand about myself and my own spirituality and having the wisdom and understanding and seeing where my own faults leads me into learning by my mistakes and not feeling so trapped and suppressed. But still remaining awake to things around me.
This card shows a  time of solicitation or wanting to be alone for awhile to reflect on things and gain Stability  that have happened (emotions/memories)and to help me look at positive ways to get thru it.
This card also symbolizes earth, which shows stability and intuition.
In the end I will reap the rewards and possible a direction change may occur at this time.

 (Positive-BUT with something to work on)
This card Symbolizes Stability. For Right now everything is calm and solid for me. This can be a positive thing.
But Since the card is reversed the card is showing something refusing to move or change.
This card also symbolizes a Family Unit as well as home and a message of matters attached to stability of the home.
Together the Cards go pretty well together, they both support each other thru my g roundness that I have in my relationships with my emotions and feelings.

FUTURE

This is the card of Destruction and feeling as if I'm in a rut in things and cant seem to freaking move. This card is telling me to remain patient/ Things must happen to make better in the long run. Basically learn from the mistakes that has happened and move on just have faith things will get better and they will. This is also a good time to Maintain control over things that are not going my way or going against me. Stay strong you will get thru it.
My Actions and Motivations will work well together.


This card symbolizes Work & Social Activities.
This card is telling about Decisions and about different paths I can take, a choice must be made. Some things has to be balanced at this time.
The Number in this card symbolizes Relationships and Cooperation,Consideration and Patterning. Working together as a Team
This also indicates that a waiting period where there will be some slow moving success that will not be seen until later.
This card also saying to me to be More Daring and Bold in my dealings in the future.

LONG TERM OUTCOME
This card is showing a blocked emotion something that I will try to avoid.
This card is telling me not to sit around and wait for it and not do anything. Get up and do something about it.


This card symbolizes a Man who is Romantic & Sensitive he is also imaginative and on a Mission.
Hes a mover and a doer and he gets things a moving. He is also loyal and Trustworthy.
He also symbolizes Friendships and relationships
Braveness and achievement, Wise and Calm and who is caring and tolerant of others

Tarot Counting Tecnique

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Tarot Counting Technique explained

Counting makes Elemental Dignities come alive. Each Triplet is linked or threaded together, and the Tarot Reader creates a "story". Sometimes the thread is very straightforward, but other times the thread can become convoluted as it moves back and forward. The nature of the threading can be an indication of the complexity of a situation. The Tarot Reader is advised to silently "follow through" the length of the thread before starting to speak to the Querent.
The aim of Sequential Spreads is to create a story that can be either in the past, the present, or the future according to circumstances. Working within this system is fascinating, sophisticated, and a revelation not only to the Reader but to the Querent. In some cases it is as if the Reader was reading from a book or commenting on a scene from life. There are many advantages to Elemental Dignities, most of which do not come apparent until one works with them in a reading. For example, using Elemental Dignities and the GD spread offers the Reader a multitude of choices of where to begin in a reading. Court cards, never easy to read, are seen in their context and relationship between each other and the other cards - it is easy to see which Court card is doing what to another Court card, and how the Court cards (and therefore people in the Querent's life) respond to situations or trample over everyone.
By its nature, the Counting Technique is selective. Vital information can be gleaned by those cards that are missed. For example, a perennial question in Tarot Readings is "will this person come into my life?". Once the Reader has located the Significator for the Reader, and the pile of cards is spread out, it is apparent that there is only one other Court Card of the right gender and age group. Counting starts, and surprise, surprise, the target card is missed. Counting from the other Court Card, the Significator is hit. Interpretation? The Querent need do nothing special - that special person will turn up, and we can even suggest the manner of the event according to Elemental Dignities. Alternatively, neither card links up, which suggests that the desired event will not happen. Does the intrepid Elemental Dignity Reader give up? No. Plan B comes into play, and the Reader searches for a card in the spread that will connect with both Significators, suggesting a different course of action to achieve the desired result. Obviously, this is not always possible nor desirable. Another scenario is where there is a choice of suitor, so the possibilities surrounding each other can be explored.
The pattern of the counting is suggestive. The Reader may find the counting goes round in circles, which is exactly the experience the Querent has been going through. Since we are dealing with the energy flows within a reading, we can also see the Sphere of Influence of a card: by definition, any card will influence the cards either side, and the cards that are hit by the counting technique. Each card is influenced by the cards at intervals 4, 5, 7, 9, and 12 either side of it, depending of course on the type. It is entirely possible that a card has no influence upon it, which is analogous to a singleton in Astrology which acts in a rogue manner. Sometimes in even a long sequence of cards, only a few cards are significant. Sometimes the Count meanders along, changing direction at random. My experience is that the fewer the moves, the more direct, the more likely something is to happen; conversely, a long sequence indicates many things that can go wrong. Sometimes the sequence goes through many Court cards, showing that events are in the hands of others, not a good sign. We may also find "pockets" of cards that do not appear to be part of the situation - sometimes there are two or more 'pockets' indicating areas of the Querent's life that is off-limits, or unknown at the present, that need to be investigated, or that the Querent is not addressing more important concerns. Looking at the elemental aspects, we may find that one or two elements dominate, or that the Count oscillates between opposing or enemy elements, showing a stop-start pattern, lack of confidence, confusion, or lack of direction.

Card Counting Technique

Card Counting is a technique that is fundamental to the GD Spread. Card Counting enables the Reader to create a 'story', a situation that develops over a period of time. Card Counting enables the Reader to select the next card in a formulaic sequence. It is a fascinating process that reveals layer after layer of subtlety.

5 or 11

Aces

7

Princess or Knave

4

Knight or Queen

Face Value

Minor cards 2-10

3

Fool, Hanged Man, Aeon

9

Planetary Major Cards

12

Zodiacal Major Cards

Obviously, there are differences between various Tarot decks that have to be taken into account. Remember that there were very few Tarot decks when the original documents were written. If your favourite Tarot deck does not contain these attributes, you will have problems, and I suggest you choose a more traditional deck.
There is another alternative method of counting in the Book of Thoth where the Aces count 11 rather than 5. Eleven is a significant number in that system, and it is very dynamic - the number of change and magic. Since I have a synthetic approach to techniques, I usually count five, but if a situation appears "locked", I will resort to using eleven. Be warned, this is very powerful, and can result in life changing experiences for the Querent; this may be exactly what the Querent wants. Since choice is a vital aspect to readings, and gently steers the Querent away from a fatalistic point of view, the Reader may find it worthwhile offering alternative actions and their outcomes.

Facing and Direction of the Court Cards

A peculiarity of the Court cards is the direction the counting starts with. The original instructions state that the direction to count depends on which way the face of the figure is facing. A moment's thought should make one realise how inadequate this advice is - it depends on the Tarot Deck used. A far more practical method is to look at where the Court Cards are placed upon the Tree of Life. The Queen resides in Binah on the left, while the Kings are placed upon Chokmah on the right. Between them is the centre column of balance. Therefore, the Queens and Princess should move to the right, while the Kings and Knights should move to the left. The Golden Dawn Spread allows reversed cards, so the direction would change if a court card is reversed.
The Court cards control the direction counting takes place, and if several Court cards are 'hit' in the process, the direction may change several times. Card counting finishes when a card is 'hit' twice.
What happens when a card is hit twice but from the opposite direction? In my experience I have found it is better to continue counting until a card is hit from the same direction.

My Reading for the UnBlocking Spread by Don S.

1.) What is blocking me intuitively?
The Chariot-Reversed:My Inpatients is blocking my intuitive side, this card is telling me to be more open to it.

Affirmation: "I move through life triumphantly."

2.) What outside influences are effecting my intuition?
Queen of Wands: She is Sympathetic to others and understands those around them, This card is about emotion and motivation and is telling you to be more kind and try to understand things that are happening and why,

"I am a radiant strong being filled with the power of love."

3.) What is inside me that is hindering my intuition?
7 of Swords: This card symbolizes action or transformation, it shares thoughts or ideas or a problem, This card is telling you to be more open to new thoughts & Ideas that I have and allow my intuitive side guide me instead of doubting.

"I center my attention on the task before me, and complete it with ease."

4.) What can help me with my intuition?
King of Wands-Reversed: Shows a man who very creative and bold in his dealings and is also inspiring to those around him and can be sometimes a little forceful at times. Also a man whose is somewhat hardheaded and stubborn and Independent and who doesn't like to be held down or tied down or kept from doing something. Since the card is in reversed it is showing him as being a little stern and a little annoyed by some and not tolerating those around him at this point. 
SO maybe this card is telling me to stop being so hardheaded and relax

"I open myself to my own success."

5.) What do I need to change to help me with my intuition?
10 of wands symbolizes struggles and burdens. This card also symbolizes that what you give our you will get in return. Also the card is telling of something I had but i ended up losing but its okay I will just have to start all over again  and where I have to rebuild what I had as before. Start Fresh.

"I release all repression so my Will flows freely


6.) What can I do to 'unblock' myself intuitively?
8 of Wands: Symbolizes Quick Actions and issues that have been solved. The card is telling me that despite what I think I can get thru issues that I run into, just need to have a little more courage in myself and hope and faith that I will get thru, The card is also telling me that I will learn by these mistakes and issues and move on with my life living and feeling better in the road to come,

"Challenges and obstacles are achievements waiting to happen."

Rules of ED"S

Rules for ED's

Here are the normal rules for Elemental Dignities
Normal Rules for ED's

1. Fire and Air are friendly and active and strengthen each other
2. Water and Earth are friendly and passive and strengthen each other
3. Fire and Water are enemies; they weaken each other
4. Air and Earth are enemies; they weaken each other
5. Fire and Earth strengthen each other but are neutral
6. Water and Air strengthen each other but are neutral

The only difference between the normal rules and the rules I use to determine elemental dignities is that 'Neutral Elements DO NOT Strengthen Each Other!'.  The word 'Neutral' means just that and since the elements are neutral they don't effect one another.
Don's Rules for ED's

1. Fire and Air are friendly and active and strengthen each other
2. Water and Earth are friendly and passive and strengthen each other
3. Fire and Water are enemies; they weaken each other
4. Air and Earth are enemies; they weaken each other
5. Fire and Earth are neutral and do not effect each other elementally
6. Water and Air are neutral  and do not effect each other
elementally

Note: When you see Fire and Air are friendly this also means;
Air and Fire strengthen each other
Fire and Fire strengthen each other
Air and Air strengthen each other
The same thing goes for Water and Earth;
Water and Earth strengthen each other
Earth and Water strengthen each other
Water and Water strengthen each other
Earth and Earth strengthen each other
In other words any combination of Fire and Air ... OR Water and Earth elements/cards are friendly.
Note: Just because the rules say certain elements are friendly - that does NOT necessarily make that a 'good thing'.  For instance; Fire & Fire usually means something - a situation and so forth - is 'excessively active'.  Air & Air can mean 'Very active, unstable'.
See:
http://www.supertarot.co.uk/lessons/04perm.htm
Elemental Stress Factors

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Major Arcana Chart

For a more complete Major Arcana Chart click here.
For a Minor Arcana Astrological Card Chart click here.

• Fool - Uranus/Air
• Magician - Mercury/Air
• High Priestess - Moon/Water
• Empress - Venus/Earth
• Emperor - Aries/Fire
• Hierophant - Taurus/Earth
• Lovers - Gemini/Air
• Chariot - Cancer/Water
• Strength/Lust - Leo/Fire
• Hermit - Virgo/Earth
• Wheel of Fortune - Jupiter/Fire
• Justice - Libra/Air
• Hanged Man - Neptune/Water
• Death - Scorpio/Water
• Temperance/Art - Sagittarius/Fire
• Devil - Capricorn/Earth
• Tower - Mars/Fire
• Star - Aquarius/Air
• Moon - Pisces/Water
• Sun - Sun/Fire
• Judgment/Aeon - Pluto/Fire [or Water]
• Universe/World - Saturn/EarthED

Zodiac/Planet/Card Notes

Sign or Planet	Major Arcana	Court Card	Minor Arcana/ Suit
Aries	The Emperor	Queen of Wands, Page of Wands	Wands, 2,3 & 4 of Pentacles & Wands
Taurus	The Hierophant	King of Pentacles	Pentacles, Ace, 5, 6 & 7 of Pentacles
Gemini	The Lovers	Knight of Swords	Swords, 8, 9 & 10 of Pentacles & Swords
Cancer	The Chariot	Queen of Cups, Page of Cups	Cups, 2,3 &4 of Cups & Wands
Leo	Strength	King of Wands	Wands, Ace, 5, 6 & 7 of Wands
Virgo	The Hermit	Knight of Pentacles	Pentacles, 8, 9 & 10 of Wands & Pentacles
Libra	Justice	Queen of Swords, Page of Swords	Swords, 2, 3, 4 & 5 of Cups & Swords
Scorpio	Death	King of Cups	Cups, Ace, 5, 6 & 7 of Cups
Sagittarius	Temperance	Knight of Wands	Wands, 8, 9, & 10 of Cups & Wands
Capricorn	The Devil	Queen of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles	Pentacles, 2, 3 & 4 of Pentacles & Swords
Aquarius	The Star	King of Swords	Swords, Ace, 5, 6 & 7 of Swords
Pisces	The Moon	Knight of Cups	Cups, 8, 9 & 10 of Cups & Swords
Sun	The Sun		FOURS, 3 of Wands, 4 Pentacles, 6 Cups, 8 Pentacles, 10 Swords
Moon	The High Priestess		TWOS, 2 of Swords, 4 Cups, 6 Pentacles, 7 Swords, 9 Wands
Mercury	The Magician		3 of Cups, 5 Pentacles, 6 Swords, 8 Wands, 10 Pentacles
Venus	The Empress		THREES, 2 Cups, 4 Wands, 5 Swords, 7 Cups, 9 Pentacles
Mars	The Tower		FIVES, 2 Wands, 3 Pentacles, 5 Cups, 7 Wands, 9 Swords, 10 Cups
Jupiter	The Wheel of Fortune		SIXES, 2 Pentacles, 4 Swords, 6 Wands, 8 Swords, 9 Cups
Saturn	The World		SEVENS, 3 Swords, 5 of Wands, 7 Pentacles, 8 Cups, 10 Wands
Uranus	The Fool		EIGHTS
Neptune	The Hanged Man		NINES
Pluto	Judgment		TENS

The Deacon of the Minor Arcana

The Deacons of the Minor Arcana

Deacons, or decantes are the planetary associations that are used in astrology to denote the 30-degree period within each astrological house. They are used within tarot to associate planetary aspects to all 40 of the minor arcana cards. Each card is assigned to a decante, representing a 360 degree circle, divided by 12 which gives us the decantes. Each decante represents a 10 degree planetary association. The 4 aces of the minor arcana are given planetary associations. These Deacons are according to the Hermetic Golden Dawn. I am looking forward to comparing other systems of tarot and their deacons as well, as they may not all be the same for each deck.

Ace of Wands - Fire of Fire
2 of wands is mars in aries
3 of wands is sun in aries
4 of wands is venus in aries
5 of wands is saturn in leo
6 of wands is jupiter in leo
7 of wands is mars in leo
8 of wands is mercury in saggittarius
9 of wands is moon in saggitarius
10 of wands is saturn in saggitarius


Ace of Cups - Water of Water
2 of cups is venus in cancer
3 of cups is mercury in cancer
4 of cups is moon in cancer
5 of cups is mars in scorpio
6 of cups is sun in scorpio
7 of cups is venus in scorpio
8 of cups is saturn in pisces
9 of cups is jupiter in pisces
10 of cups is mars in pisces


Ace of swords - Air of Air
2 of swords is moon in libra
3 of swords is saturn in libra
4 of swords is jupiter in libra
5 of swords is venus in aquarius
6 of swords is mercury in aquarius
7 of swords is moon in aquarius
8 of swords is jupiter in gemini
9 of swords is mars in gemini
10 of swords is sun in gemini


Ace of pentacles - Earth of Earth
2 if pentacles is jupiter in capricorn
3 of pentacles is mars in capricorn
4 of pentacles is sun in capricorn
5 of pentacles is mercury in taurus
6 of pentacles is moon in taurus
7 of pentacles is saturn in taurus
8 of pentacles is sun in virgo
9 of pentacles is venus in virgo
10 of pentacles is mercury in virgo

Tarot Journal Spread "Spirit Guide #1 I contacted"

1. Tell me How many Spirit Guides I have = 4

2 Tell me something about your personality.
SG has a somewhat of a Controlling personality. NOT being Forcefull in anything or telling me what to do but a Very impatient  kinda of "You get on my nerves" kinda attitude when Im not getting what "She" is saying. and I SWEAR This has GOT TO BE Karen LOL Shes my Main Guide and shes very Stern and reminds me Sylvia Brown LOL...kinda like Listen child Im telling you but you aint getting it LOL!

3 Why are you with me (related; personal interest; "assigned")?
Correcting Mistakes that Ive learned in the past and helping me put together misplaced truth and helps me thru disputes.

4 When is your presence the strongest (in what types of situations)?
During Hard Times and  when health is not so good
 
5 Please tell me an event in which your presence or influence was particularly strong.
During Arguments and going off in illusions lol (oops)..ok yea so she probably was totally tick off all last year cause I was Gone Man I mean GONE LMAO!!

6 What would you like me to know at the moment?
To take some time to rest and let some things go, let things blow over.

6 Cards-1:38 "6 card spread"

6 cards

1 2 3 4 5 6

1 and 2 - Present idea of the situation

3 and 4 - the path chosen to the future

5 and 6 - the possible outcome according to the path chosen

Health-1:37 "12 Card Health Spread"

This is a 12 card layout health reading involving the different parts of body. I found this spread in a book.

I have used this spread while reading for many peoples health. It gives a very good in depth reading about the part of body affected. I remember once i had got the devil card for Card No.7 and I asked the lady whether she as any urine related problems and she retorted back she as urine infection from a long time.

1) The head, ears, eyes, upper jaw and related accidents
2) Lower Jaw, throat, trachea and thyroid.
3) Respiratory system, shoulders, hands, brain.
4) chest area, breasts, oesophagus, stomach,
5) heart, spine, thymus
6) lower intestine, colon, bowel, skin, allergies
7) kidneys, pancreas, bladder
8) Gonads, reproductive organs, cell formation
9) Liver, pituitary gland, hormones, physical growth
10) knees, gall bladder spleen, skin, bones, teeth
11) Lower legs, ankles, circulatory system
12) Feet, general nervous system, respiratory system, allergies (food) and mental problems.

Although medical advice is best i feel tarot gives a insight about any organ which could be in trouble since i found good sucess with this spread.

Minor Arcana Suits (Notes)

The Tarot Cards Reading 

The 4 Suits of the Minor Arcana

Here are the 4 Suits of the Minor Arcana

The Spears

The first suit represents a long object, also called a staff or a spear, it commonly corresponds to domination, male fertility and strength. This suit is related to evolution, politics and farmers. It is linked to the element of "Fire" and the season of Spring.

The Cups

This suit stands for femininity. The cups are symbolic of emotions. It deals with affairs of the heart, imagination and ease. Those cards are related to the element of "Water" and the season of Summer.

The Coins

This third suit is a round object, whether named coins or shields. It stands for the material things. It encompasses money, wellness, fortune and property. Those cards are related to the element of "Earth" and the season of Fall.

The Swords

This fourth suit is things with sharp edges. It represents intelligence and strong actions. It covers dissension and sometimes health complications. Those cards are related to the element of "Air" and the season of Winter.

Elements Notes

 Elemtents

Wands: Air – the realm of thought, insights, ideas, communication, new beginnings, or “seeds”
Cups: Water – the realm of feeling and emotion, of planning and of spirituality, psychic endeavors
Swords: Fire – the realm of action, doing, transforming
Pentacles: Earth – the completion of things, seeing something to the end, bringing home the “prize”, monetary gain, earthly matters, employment, physical events

Horoscope-1:36 The Horoscope Spread

The Horoscope Spread

The center card marked S is the Significator, which is a card that represents the querent. The other cards represent the astrological houses. Here is what each of the houses represents:

First House
Aries -- Personality; appearances; outlook on life.

Second House
Taurus-- Financial matters, material possessions.

Third House
Gemini -- Matters of communication.

Fourth House
Cancer -- Old age, endings, home environment.

Fifth House Leo -- Children, the heart, creativeness.

Sixth House
Virgo -- Health and hygiene.

Seventh House
Libra -- Marriage and partnerships.

Eighth House
Scorpio -- Death and losses.

Ninth House
Sagittarius -- travel and dreams.

Tenth House
Capricorn -- Careers and ambitions.

Eleventh House
Aquarius -- Friendships and associations.

Twelfth House Pisces -- Self-undoing and karma

Elemental Notes

1. Fire and Air are friendly and active
2. Water and Earth are friendly and passive
3. Fire and Water are enemies, they weaken each other
4. Air and Earth are enemies, they weaken each other
5. Fire and Earth strengthen each other but are neutral
6. Water and Air strengthen each other but are neutral

• Fire – careers, drive and ambition
• Water – love, emotions and psychism
• Air – thoughts, ideas and problems
• Earth – money, possessions, support

Journal/Reading Notes

Steps to Remember when giving a reading


1. Name the Card

2.Number of Card & its meaning

3. What Suit is it? Cups/Swords & Its characteristics

4. Description of the Card


5.Describe the emotion/Feeling of the environment that you see on the card.

6. My Thoughts on the card


7. Look for High Number like more wands or more cups

Court Cards

Majors Arcana=Carries more Weight then any other card-Is the forces outside of our control
Often marked with Numeral Numbers.(Fools thru The World)

Minor Arcana=Is what we can change (Ace's thru Ten)

Court Cards Points to  real people in your life.

The court card meanings in the Tarot can be vast, profound, and potentially slippery. I've gone round and round about how to present these tarot card meanings to my readers in a simple yet meaningful way.
Why is the Tarot court so elusive? Here are few considerations in reading court card meanings:

• They can be external or internal in meaning.
  These cards can point to real people in our lives, identifiable by their personality and appearance (as translated in a specific court card). Or, they can direct our attention to our own internal behavioral tendencies and personality traits.
• They can reference people in many levels of life.
  The royal arcana can indicate people in the past, present and future. More mind-bogglingly, these cards can point out people who have transitioned (no longer alive on this physical plane). I've had many readings in which deceased family members and friends have spoken through the royal arcana. If you're a natural medium, this is guaranteed to happen at some point in your Tarot card reading experience.
• They are extremely moody.
  Because we are dealing directly with the human psyche and persona, these cards are chameleon in nature according to the context of the querent and the reading.

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Page=youngster of about 12 or preteen and gender
Knight=teen
Queen=adult, motherly figure
King=adult, fatherly or authority figure-are customarily people over 36 who are, or have been, married.

Tarot Journal June 22 My Emotional Clutter Spread Results

Card One:    What kind of emotional clutter have I accumulated?Ive gathered much sorrow, depression and fusteration and feeling restrained and feeling as if I cant move I felt held down and restricted from things I want and love.

Card Two:    How is it affecting me?It made  me realize that even the ones I trusted and loved, they hurt me and betrayed me and lied to me. Also so many disagreements and not wanting to work on any issues at hand.

Card Three:  How is it affecting my relationship with others?I have some restriction with people, Im more careful in my dealings with them or do I trust them.Sometimes I think I have all this will power i mean I probably do but many things in my head are undecided on how I feel and how i will react. Just a very confusing time for me.

Card Four:   What steps can I take to rid myself of this emotional clutter? The Cards Say Finding a Job and then I will build my Courage and I will start seeing new things that I will like and have more purpose in my life then I do feel now.

Card Five:    What can I do to avoid the accumulation of emotional clutter in the future? A little more consideration on other peoples feelings, Making true friendships. With this I will have a happier life and must happiness in my life.Love and Harmoney and Trust will be built as well.

WOW!

Season-1:35 Bodhrans Summer Solstic Spread by bodhran

,Bodhran's Summer Solstice Spread:

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4~~The Sun~~2
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Pull "The Sun" from the deck and place it face up in the center.

1. During the Summer Solstice, the longest day of the year, more light is available to us. What in my life has been in shadow, that I need to shine a bright light on so I can see it clearly for what it is?

2. The word "solstice" comes from the Latin "sol" (meaning sun) and "sistere" (meaning to cause to stand still). What in my life am I trying to force into happening when instead I need to be still and patient?

3. The Summer Solstice is often called "Midsummer" because it is roughly in the middle of the growing season. What in my life is fertile and productive now? Where are my opportunities for growth?

Fun Empath Test Ive taken

You Scored as Certified Empath
You are a natural born Empath! You are haunted by the calling of "the others" and walk in silence between the busy and the distracted. You qualify for certification by the School of Empath Psychology. From the Book of Storms Series newsletter on Yahoo! Groups.

Certified Empath

100%

An Intuitive

100%

Unbonded Empath

56%

Potential Empath

56%

Not an Empath

44%

http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=50393N

Journal June 21 2010

Well I signed up in a Tarot Forum you know to learn and  get help in areas I didn't know and need help in, And posted certain things I was stuck on or sorta didn't understand. But instead I go alot of I don't know how to word it, umm not really rude comments but being a empath it wasn't a very nice way of saying something. Like those who have been in the tarot reading process for awhile that knows a little more then others, and if a newbie made a comment of something they didn't know or understand, They would litterly "Bite your head off" or make you feel like you where a total idiot and maybe you shouldn't be reading tarots if your make a mistake. I dont know how much Longer I will last in that forum because I cannot stand rude unemotional smart commented people. Theres a way to talk to people and a way not to and there where so many who where so nice and understanding and explained things to me and then there where others who where Right out Rude, I doubt I will be there long who wants to be at a place where you dont feel like you belong or you feel afraid to comment on something or ask a questions without feeling b-littled. I dunno people just need to be alittle more soft hearted to others especially for those who are new. Its not very Newbie friendly at all, Maybe some of the people but alot of the elder ones Not so much.My

My Tarot Journal: Sunday June 20 2010

I think I FINALLY HAVE seen the Light and I hope this Tarot block has been lifted we shall see, But I did a reading on myself.it was suppose to be for a health reading and well it sure didn't turn out anyway physical it was more inward health related I guess you can say, But I learned a few things and how to break down my readings instead of just reading the card for what it is,  So I will add the reading here for my own journalism purposes.

The first card shows the emotional aspects of myself, Many Faults and Errors has been made by me and even thou I mean no harm in it, it really was harming me.
Another card that deals with my emotional aspects of myself also is  where the card shows that Im scared of success and I'm undecided what I want to do with my life. As a matter affect this is so true, Because I have been mother for 13 yrs and being a housewife and mother and being home is ALL I know. and now that the baby will  be five (Tomorrow) and going to school I have that free time to do ME. and to be honest no matter how NICE that sounds It scares the ba-jezzus outta me. Because leaving something Ive always known for 13 yrs and thinking about me? that's pretty scary because for one I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO!

The next following cards shows the main challenges that I am dealing with it first card shows that I need to Observe things a little more before judgmental on it and try to understand those around me (mostly on the domestic front of it_ With my Husband and kids. The card is also telling me to be more productive and be moe patient while doing it. Dont rush into rash decisions and moods.Theres also another card that deals with my main challenges that I'm dealing with, Its is Order, Discipline and Prepare, This card is telling me that I need to have a little more discipline in myself and get things done and gather myself to what I need to do and what I SHOULD Be doing and to prepare myself for the coming times.

The Next cards show Choices and Decisions. These 2 cards are telling me that I need to find a way out of feeling restricted as I told you before I am scared of leaving the life that I know to do me, Sometimes I feel like I cant move but I need to learn to get past that and find always to "be free" and not feel so restricted.
and for Then I can change myself to be More Happier and have more prosperity in the end results.

So basically I need to stop being so Impatient and start being a little more passionate and understanding to those around me, Be More productive in my day to day life, Stop being Moody and sulking around like a big baby and try to not let myself get to detached from what I'm suppose to be doing and feeling.

Also the cards in a whole say that I need to build more confidence in myself and courage and to Follow my Intuition and love endlessly then in the end I will have success

My Bonus card I pulled  shows that I will becoming into new knowledge  as well around this time...